Lettuce

I can't believe that i cried tonight because of you There's a little voice in my head tells me that you only need me so that you know what's happening in the HO's gossip. So that it makes you feel powerful to know all the dirty little secrets. How you only took advantages of me because i'm vulnerable.

How i wish i was strong That when you text me, i wouldn't reply straight away How i wish i could ghosted you How i wish i didn't let my guard down easily How i promised not to give in anymore to you but everytime you reach out for me, the wall i build around me will crumbled down in pieces How i can stop waiting for you, wanting you

Stupid of me Posting something on instagram and hoping that you will see it Coz honestly i did post it just for you And hoping that you will text me after you see it Stupid of me When i told you about my spending spree when i'm sad And then you asked, "why were you sad?" The answer was you Because you didnt reply me Because you didnt get me Because you didnt text me first Stupid of me

I went to have a peep at ot5, in case you're in there. Maybe i can have a 5 seconds glance at you. I saw someone, wearing spec but couldn't get a clearer view as someone else is blocking. Maybe it was you. Maybe it wasn't.

There's so much things i wanna share with you New place to eat, d'perapi About the new 3x spicy ayam goreng mcd About the fart fact. Haha Hmmm

By changing your specific whatsapp notification tone to normal tone, same as everyone else

By changing your name saved on my phone from "Grumpy Ethan" to "Surg Dr Ethan"

Yeah i miss you I wish you're here in alor setar I know you're not missing me like i do